August 2008 |♪| 1:58 am

Viva forever, I'll be waiting...


Let's talk a little about procrastination and oblivion, shall we?

A while back I used to write often (not that often, mind you) in this lovely little space. It served as a place to reflect, rant (a lot), vent, express and so much more and it brought into my life some really wonderful people that I cherish. Oh, the wonderful times and the endless memories!

And then, I stopped writing... Not because of lack of inspiration or anything else but because I simply did.

Yet... Here I am, a year later.

I miss my DLand buddies, you know? I have been very bad at reading them and in some cases, at keeping in touch, too. I miss their wonderful journals and the lively conversations and always learning something or getting something to think about or reflect. It's sad because I consider them my friends, close friends and one should always be in touch... Now everyone's locked. *Sigh*

Clarity, Dom, Becks, Rae, Jane, Keith, Poopie, Bree, Pam, Heather and Paul: Sorry about the long absence. You are very dear to me and I luv you! You've been in my mind and I've sent lots of positive vibes and much luv to you all.

Also, I realised that the last time I posted it was on a kind of bitter and dramatic tone. The relationship rants were accumulating and many other topics were left unexplored. Many events occurred, the audience changed, the ratings suffered and I guess it was a combination of factors which prompted this silence.

You know? I have a notebook full of ideas, bits and pieces that I could have developed into entries or I could have continued the series that I left pending. Now, I look back and there's a huge gap between this entry and the last proper one. Why did I stop writing? Did I subconsciously want to take an extended break? Was it necessary for reasons that I currently ignore? Was I just lazy and procrastinated and left this space to fade into oblivion? Was it just because?

Blah. No excuses! Don't they say that the road to hell is paved with good intentions?

It's a shame, though, because a lot has happened in my life... Academic matters, Kiosh the actor, travels, Billy Flynn and Mark Cohen, relationships, Kiosh the chef, friendships that end, finding true love, new cocktails, articles for magazines, new songs, psycho exes, a movie script, lots of drama, happiness, parties, great concerts (including Tori, Björk, Spice Girls and Chromeo), crazy jobs, a change of box and a fiction novel on the works, among other stuff. It's been a wicked, wild, strange ride and things have changed, ended, begun and renewed...

Let's see what happens next. Maybe the muses will inspire me to write and reconnect with this cherished space and reignite friendships that were a little abandoned. After all, there's a lot of material, stories and thoughts to do that. Perhaps, it's just the right time to begin a new chapter!

But, enough about me...

How have you been?



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